Woman in love

I was panic these few days, for I felt that some queer mind overwhelmed me.
I was panic that I fell in love with someone (my fancy, maybe).
I was panic that I fell in love with someone (the same type of man, of my ex).
I was panic that I fell in love with someone (non-xian).
I was panic that I fell in love with my own fantasy.
I was panic that I fell in love with another wrong man.
I was panic that I would be overwhelmed with my own illusion.
I was panic that I fell in love again.

God, lead me, show me the way.

God, help me, give me a pure and calm heart. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHqAllSQ_eM&feature=related

Help........